7 – Ill Mind of Hopsin

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it’s us find power
live life mind power
its us find power
live life YO mind power

fu(k anybody i might alarm
life is a tour, i sit and ride along
taking some notes and then i write the songs
im staring down the road my life has gone
is there where i belong?
is it wrong, to not believe in right and wrong?
my mental state is fu(king me up, and i cried a pond
while asking you for some answers but we dont have that type of bond
now my desires gone
with the way that i’ve been livin lately
if i died right now, you’d turn the fire on
sick of this bullshit, niggas call me a sellout
cause i hopped on christianity so strongly then i fellout
now im avoid questions like a scared dog with his tail down
feeling so damn humiliated cause they lookin at me like im hellbound
what stories should i tell now
i’ll just expose the truth
im so close to the fu(kin edge i should be close to you
but who the fu(k are you
you never show the proof
and im only fu(king human yo what am i supposed to do?
theres way too many different religions with vivid descriptions
begging all fu(king men and women to listen
i cant even beat my d1ck without getting convicted
these aint wicked decisions, i got different intentions
i been itchin to get it, i’ve been given assistance
but the whole fu(king system is twisted
now im dealing with this backlash because marcus isn’t a christian
and i’ve been told that my sinful life is an addiction
but i cant buy it, it’s just too hard to stand beside it
i need an answer humans cant provide it
i look at the earth the sun and i can tell a genius man designed it
it’s truly mind blowing i cant deny it
is heaven real? is it fake? is it really how i fantasize it?
wheres the holy ghost at? how longs it take a man to find it?
my minds a nonstop tape playing and i cant rewind it
you gave me the bible and expect me not to analyze it?
im frustrated and you provoked it!
im not reading that mother fu(king book because a human wrote it!
i have a fu(king brain you should know it
you gave it to me to think to avoid every useless moment
it was a mission that i had to abort
cause humans be lying, we’re such an inaccurate source
it’s gon’ be hard to put me back on the course!
next jehovas witness to come on my porch i swear im slammin the door!
a lot of folks believe it though
but im not surprised
humans are fu(kin dumb still thinkin that pacs alive
i aint tryin to take your legacy and torch it down
im just sayin, i aint heard shit from the horses mouth
just sheep always tellin stories of older guys
who were notorized by you when you finally vocalized
now im supposed to bow my head and close my eyes
and somehow let the holy ghost arise?
sounds like a fu(king poltergeist!
show YOURSELF, and then boom it’s done
every rumors gone, i no longer doubt the shit, you’re the one
i’ll admit that my sinful ways was stupid fun
and all my old habits can hop on top of a roof to plunge
i’d donate to a charity that could use the funds
fu(k the club, instead of b1tches i’d hang with a group of nuns
and everyone i ran into would know what i came to do
i wouldn’t take a STEP unless it was in the name of you
i hate the fact that i have to believe
you haven’t been chattin with me like you did adam and eve
and i aint seen no fu(king talking snake unravel from trees
with a apple to eat, that shit never happens to me
i dont know if you do or don’t exist it’s driving me crazy
send your condolences, this is me reaching to you so dont forget
if hell is truly your pit of fire and i get thrown in it
ima probably regret the fact that i ever wrote this shit
my gut feelin says it’s all fake
i hate to say it, but fu(k it, shit i done lost faith
this isn’t a small phase, my perspectives all changed
my thoughts just keep PICKING SHIT APART ALL DAY!
and in my mind i make perfect sense
if you aren’t real then all my prayers arent worth a cent
that would mean that i can just make up what my purpose is
and i could sit in church and just say “FUCK” in the services
man what if jesus was a facade
then that would mean the governments god
i feel like they been brainwashing us with a lot
so much that we dont even notice that we’re stuck in the box
man everything is what if
whys it always what if
planet earth what if
the universe what if
my sacrifice what if
my afterlife what if
EVERY FUCKING THING THAT DEALS WITH YOU IS FUCKING SUSPECT
IM FUCKING DONE!
IM FUCKING DONE!
THIS IS MY FUCKING LIFE AND IM LIVING IT!
IM HAVING FUN!
IF YOU REALLY CARE FOR ME
PROOVE THAT I NEED TO LIVE CAREFULLY
BUT I’LL BE DAMNED IF I PUT MY OWN PLEASURE ASIDE FOR AN AFTERLIFE THAT ISNT EVEN GUARANTEED
WE ARE YOU, AND YOU’RE US, STOP PLAYING GAMES
MY LIFES ALL I GOT, AND HEAVEN IS ALL IN MY BRAIN
AND WHEN I FEEL IM IN HELL MY IDEAS ARE WHAT GET ME THROUGH PAIN
DO AS YOU PLEASE, AND I’LL JUST DO ME
im a human, i’ll stay in my lane
iLL mind
it’s us find power
live life mind power
its us find power
live life mind power